Get It Together QUICKLY!!!

Now I don't mean to complain or be depressing...but I just want to see if anyone has ever felt the way I do.

Thousands is nice, millions is better, but that's not what I want. I'm not looking for anything special. All I want is to be heard and to know that I'm not the only one who feels the many joys and pains that I do. My heart has soooooo much to say; I must have written about a million songs that I would love to share with the world.

Does that make me 'NOT HUMAN' (couldn't find a word for that hahaha but "not human" will have to do for now)? Am I the only artist, person, or simply teenager who feels this way?

I feel like being a teenager has amplified and yet muffled my Voice. We, adolescents, are seriously under oppression rather than guidance and I am sick of it and I am not taking any more crap!!!!!! I will be heard!

You adults need to get your act together...especially since my future is contingent to the choices you make today!


Random...Yet Relevant...Songs: 
        "Freedom" by Matt Edwards
        "Control" by Janet Jackson
        sooooo mannnny oottthherrs

Lonely or Selfish???

Random Epiphany:

When one feels lonely, they are usually either thinking one of two things: 1) Why am I alone? or 2) Why don't I have anybody?

Living with a working, single mother and siblings with epic generation gaps, I tend to find these questions among others ringing throughout my psyche. But looking in retrospect at the place where I was, I start to wonder if I spend too much time thinking about myself; and even if I spend too much time thinking about the negative aspects of my life...thinking of the things that I don't have and what I need rather than what I focusing on all of my blessings and the things that I DO have. 

Now I'm not saying that I should be all annoying and optimistic, finding the silver lining and all. I'm saying that its okay to think of the negatives as long as we can think about the positives as well.

Keep it balanced!

>o

Hola!!!

Finals! Finals! Finals are upon us -.- but it will be ok. Don't stress like I did...it definitely doesn't work. If you don't know it by now, you don't know it! :) I say it with love...

Random Song Stuck In My Head: The Other Side of Down by David Archuleta (I know I'm late)

Random Dream: too explicit to share lol maybe one day if I'm feeling freaky

Stalking Matt Edwards: We're finally hitting the studio on Friday! Pray for us...

Spanish and U.S. History Finals, here we go!